What's wrong?!

Whats wrong vf me? whats wrong vf everyone? *wondering*...well...suddenly this question came up to my mind...read blogs just now...kinda touched after reading one...hmm...dun wanna talk about ppl's privacy here...keke...anyway...i really love sad and slow songs...but they always remind me about sad memories..i wonder why i still like them altho they r such a bad reminder to me...i like the one in zi heng's blog..tht song...cool...but it always makes me think of sumthin sad....hm....today..same thing also...sick...and i've got a diagnostic test today...well..the maths r okay...err....its kinda easy actually...but i've got the feeling that i cannot score 100....keke....well...the science..still okie...maybe i've learnt it before...so i can feel its a bit easy lolx...i wish everyone in my class can get A for those....hm...god bless!
kinda miserable today actually...i totally hate this year...i dunno why..maybe this kind of feeling will just last for a few months..*HOPE SO* but then sometimes feel kinda annoyed...in school...i will always have to show that smiling face to everyone tht i see...or else...i am proud...actually...ppl can see tru my face whether i am really smiling or not...my real frens know it...well...i cant tell myself too....sometimes talking to someone could be stress and tiring...i feel like going to a place...free from stress, tension...full of happiness...and peace....so that i dont actually have to face these...after all, i still have my friends right there supporting me..thanks y'all! i will be turning into 14 soon...getting older n older already....hmm...really miss my childhood memories....why do they have to go so fast?
i read frm sumwhr tht...teenagers shouldnt be saying tht they r very stress and sad...and its like the end of the world...etc....cuz they dont know how stress is stress....and how sad is sad....they r just thinking tht they r in the worst condition.....(the end of the world)...but then i agreed vf it for 20%.....:P cuz i feel that we r just too young to talk about stress and sad....err....not study...i mean like love stuff or what....well...its just not the time....well..for those who r suffering or feeling sad...just cheer up...there r still a lot to do in the world...dont give up so fast...life has to go on....u've got A LONG WAY to go....
I feel like typing a lot..but i just dunno what to type...hermm...i cannot share ABSOLUTELY everything in here....i shud keep something inside ma' heart...haha...fill it vf stuff so tht it wont be empty....i hate the feeling of lost and lonely...i hate to be hated...i hate to be lonely..i even hate the feeling of LOST! okay...till then...tata~